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2007/12/27(木) 里與我 讓我決定我的快樂 那須得里的允許　我都會愛下去 互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去 我痛恨成熟到　不要里望著我流累 但漂亮笑下去　彷彿冬天飲雪水 被里一貫的讚許　無須裝雪下去 在里悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣 我甘於當副車　卻沒法撞入堡壘 里的他怎允許　結伴觀賞雪的累 永不開封的汽水　讓我抱在懷奈吻下去 如果 是因為里始終未能離開我的生活範圍 所以還是無法改變喜歡里的事實 就讓他以後成為永遠的祕密 時間很快就會過的 總是很快就會過的

2007/12/25(火) merry xmas lonely but happy christmas =) i just want to stay calm it is better than bursting into tears after hanging out with the person who will never be mine sorry ; ____ ; but i really dont hv mood to draw it precisely

2007/12/18(火) extremely lazy i dont want to do the revision of the clit test!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant help falling in love with mr. chou old man

2007/12/17(月) 分割 我不董將畫作命題 其實我在畫畫的時候 腦子是一片空白的 其實我也不知道自己應畫些什麼 或是怎樣畫 但是我在畫這幅畫的時候 是抱著失望和心被分割的感覺去畫的 那是赤裸的剖白 融化 和浮浸 我總愛畫背部 因一個人的表情 總是難掌握 不知要怎樣的表情表達痛楚才是適當 怕太含蓄也太怕矯揉造作 唯有背影 我想表達失望是最適當的 因他們總是在默默低著頭 想隱藏 但其實很脆弱 其實有很多的圖 也是抱著這樣的心情去畫的 有人雪過 想了解一個人 就要看他的畫 如果真的是這樣的話 里又怎會不了解我o尼?

2007/12/13(木) 再一次 若我再在乎和不滿 只是重蹈覆轍而已 那分感情 只能雪是一樣的 對我而言 我覺得那很過分 但也許對里而言 對待一個給自己壓力的人 也就是這樣了 我知 有些事是沒法勉強的 我對里雪過的話和對里的承諾 我一定會做 我只怕里又已把一切放到克洞去了 請原諒這一刻的我 覺得里十分可悲 里甚至不董去挽留一個朋友 也許不是朋友 但這是里自己承認過的 里也再一次忘了要給人信心 又或者 里根本不怕我們再一次決裂 我覺得有點失望 可是 的確是我根本不應對里有希望 所以錯的應該是我 我已分不清昨天的里和今天的里 誰是真正清醒的

2007/12/10(月) today is wonderful maybe everything will vanish tomorrow but the precious moments are always on my mind thanks! =) thanks for remembering me, thats wonderful a chicken is standing among the cranes or a crane is standing among the chickens??? thanks for bringing me back to the past and thanks for inviting me on your own initiative our wounds seems to be redeemed gradually if tmr is no longer beautiful, i will find my own happiness which is not concerned with you dont worry about me, and need not to force yourself to treat me well you know, i will be fine! however, yesterday was yesterday nobody could change the past we were fine yesterday, and we were friends on the previous day nobody can change this fact =) thats enough thats enough i know this is not a consequential event

2007/12/07(金) living on earth 我唔想做地球人!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007/12/06(木) i hate thinking 痛的好處是 令里知道有不痛的時候 哭的好處是 眼累在流過之後便不會再流 也沒有什麼大不了

2007/12/05(水) feel like 不完整個旋律 沒什麼結局　確是我真實的聲音 不完整的旋律 勇敢的唱給里聽　填滿里我不完整的感情 it has long been a bitter haul tmr will be the athletics meet =D i wish eveything will be fine the cold air made me sober the distance is so close which is in stark contrast with the distance between our hearts the sentiments stirred inside my mind is in a clutter

2007/12/03(月) thank you for your forgiveness should i act according to my own free will i am not sure whether it is appropriate or not i did everything in bewilderment these days it is absurd to have such an unquenchable craving for your care, especially after our confessions if i were in your shoes, i will properly refuse myself unquestionably , it is under no circumstances reasonable for me to pursue a better relationship or friendship between us despite rational thoughts, i am totally fall victim to your charms, or our past, or my own obduracy i am puzzled about my motive of getting close to you i find it tough to explain the justifications is it all right to treat you as my best friend or i should bow down to the reality that we arent possible however, i know i am so fortunate to have you understand me and forgive me i am so delighted to hear that you are willing to accept my invitation and to accept my request of becoming friends again thats incredible and unbelievable maybe thats enough after all, we are friends again especially when you said that we are best friends, i cant stop feeling contented i should believe in it by any means. the song, which you cited in your xanga , is for who? it is unpleasant to guess the answer no matter the song is quoted for the others, or for me, (are you implying anything ?) my song is for you sigh,,,, let bygones be bygones

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