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2010/10/06 心結
2010/10/01 no regret
2010/07/05 i hate days like this
2010/02/26 mika - rain
2009/12/31 the last day

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2009/01/30(金) destiny
i do believe in fate and destiny

the destiny that people will meet
the fate that we will be separated or closed to each other

and some experiences are deemed to undergo
and something are deemed to possess or lose

those are god's plans or fates.....

maybe we are always trying to fight against the rules or reality
i think those are testing our toughness or willpower
gods are giving us chances to strive for our desires

i will try my best to grasp my opportunites
because i hate regrets
and i treasure the chances to be friends with those kind people

2009/01/29(木) the thing in my heart
actually, i really think that we can be good friends...
we care about some specific topics
we have same attitudes towards some views

though i dont understand you much
but i guess, we can be really good friends
at least we can chat a lot

but the truth is, sometimes you refuse to talk...
i dont know what the reasons behind
i guess you are still scare of me, who is still a stranger
or you dont think that i am a good listener or a good person
i really dont know what you are thinking....
or else you are just too busy
or you have too many friends so you dont need a new and strange one
i dont know.....

you cant force anybody to do anything when they are unwilling
though i really want to be your friend
so hard

i should shift my forus to other things else
then i will be fine!
you know, i am tough

2009/01/27(火) waiting
perhaps i can stand the truth that you dont like me
but i really cant endure that i cant see you in this 7 days

these days are hard for me
i cant deny the fact that i really miss you so much!!!!!

2009/01/24(土) huess
waiting for the best to come......

i believe that,
time will tell

tell the real personality of people
tell the truth between us...

2009/01/10(土) i think
now i realize that,
why i can be happier than before

when you try not to possess him....
when you are satisfied with the care he gave
when you dont need requital

you are right
when you are in love, you are happy
when you realize that, it is so lucky that you can be his friend
it is so lucky for me to be his classmate
it is already luckier than many ppl in this world
we can still care about each other
he is willing to listen to me
i cant demand too much when i hv already got too much

dont look for requital
then everything is beautiful

2009/01/07(水) i discover that.....
today i face many difficulties which may let me down before,
however, i discover that i am less frail than my past self

i feel delighted to feel strong
it is my first time that,
i sincerely think that i can live happily even he isnt mine
i can still find my fds to chat and to share every moments of my life
its so amazing!!!!

someone said this before :
how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong... but to feel strong.



i think it's true
whenever you feel strong, you can beeome strong even you wasnt tough before


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