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2009/09/10(木)
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it is really........so so so so
easy to drop tears these days
reli dont know why.........
cant stop falling tears
i feel like i am walking on the old path again
i really think that i am so so so fragile
like glass
touch my wounds slightly and i am going to break into pieces
though i talk to myself that, nothing happens
yaaaaaaa
i dont want you to worry about me
though i think you arent
i will never admit anything
coz nth worth me feeling this sad and hopeless
you are not that important to me
i will try my best to prove it
i am tough and i can control myself
i can feel that you are walking far away from me
but somehow it will be fine to me in the future days
or actually i dont know what i reli need
if i try my best to be your friend
i should be capacious to accept your everything
i can never demand anything from you
i know you want me to accept it
i should not demand you to change yourself
it is not my right and your duty
it is fine to be friends with you
why should i think in that difficult way????
your happiness should be the most important thing
ya, it is what a friend should think
thanks for everything
but how come i cant stop my tears from dropping
why are people borned to be selfish???
i wish my heart is as wide as you that can contain everything
i wish i can leave you and never cause you any trouble
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